Fever103Letters to the Great Beyond #1Ayah, someone told me “I will make sure that you will be ok” when I tell him that the meeting makes me want to throw up. Everyone wants a…2 min read·May 1, 2024----
Fever103Lost in Each OtherIt turns out that this whole time we’re just lost in each other, while the homes where we’re supposed to be are just around the corner…3 min read·Apr 18, 2024----
Fever103This childhood friend persistently refused to leaveMy therapist asked me why I stayed for so long in places where I was abandoned. I couldn't give her any answer.3 min read·Apr 4, 2024----
Fever103How to be big like a womanI’m big like the space you refuse to give me, so I take it by force. First, I remove 75 kilograms of your weight from my life. Bit by bit I…2 min read·Mar 31, 2024----
Fever103Love and Grief is a Pair of TwinMy dad kept getting worried about me not having enough money. My dad told the friends who visited him how worried he was about sending me…2 min read·Mar 26, 2024----
Fever103Attempt Number OneOn my birthday a friend from work told me that he was getting his crush a watch for her birthday and he showed me a picture asking for my…3 min read·Mar 4, 2024----
Fever103Mr. Affandi, I have a letter for my father.I feel like I keep losing people who help me navigate my life, Ayah. I don’t know what to do. I want you to scold me for getting a nose…2 min read·Feb 26, 2024----
Fever103Amelie’s AmèlieAmelie lives in a rural area on the hillside. Her father was in the military. He dislikes empty eyes, broken electronics, and messy…5 min read·Feb 24, 2024----
Fever103We Made a Beautiful Bouquet (dir. Nobuhiro Doi, 2021)I just watched a film, We Made a Beautiful Bouquet by Nobuhiro Doi. It was like watching the lives we shared for the past 4 years unfold on…3 min read·Dec 25, 2023----
Fever103People don’t make love playlists for their house key, their wallet, their bed, or a stress ball on…People don’t make love playlists about everyday objects tucked in a corner of their world, separated from the rest.1 min read·Dec 23, 2023----